can't stand this..

it has been only 4 days since i last saw you..
and i'm really missing you..
4 days............
without talking to you..
without hugging you..
without your kisses...
i know i sound really retarded..
you are coming back after all..
but 31st is so far away..
since we have been together we have not gone more than 2 days without seeing each other..
and even then we talked on the phone or chatted online...
at school, it's like whenever i turn around i would see you there..
smiling at me..
looking at me with those lovely grey-ish blue eyes of yours..
sitting with you in the common room..holding hands...always scared that MrToomer would come in..[^^''' 6inches rule-.-]
feeding you stuff that Amelia bakes ^^ which are yummilicious i must say..feeding you is fun..
when we go to the Mall/Gadong with Chris K. & Chris S...it's always fun to see you guys picking on Chris K....
times we spent together just talking in the car..or deciding where to go [ we are very indecisive people ^^]
but now..you're in Melbourne..it's not that far..but still in another country..
and well i miss you frankly..i miss you a lot..

you have not emailed me or sent pictures yet.. i cant get a hold of you... i'm worried.. you know that i get paranoid about things when loved ones go overseas..but i'm more paranoid about other stuff..

but yes..it would be nice to hear from you now..just looking at pictures aren't enough for me..and i think people around me are quite fed up with me crying all the time [i'm sorry =( ]

i miss your laugh
i miss your smile
i miss your comments that have to do with us
i miss your warm hugs
i miss your kisses that send tingles through my body
i miss our talks about everything in this world
i miss our sexy time ^^

i miss you in general MARCUS PETER HERNAN!!!!

awaiting your return~
i love you..