Kiss me.

Damn this is was suppose to be posted on 24/11/09 ahaha. it's already December. Leaving in 17 days. Shittttttttt

la la la..

I'm so tired. Not really. If I was, I wouldn't be here blogging. Anyway... Just got back from TUTOR at Boarding House. Answering Isa's Question : I tutor a year 7 girl, well not technically tutoring. I help her with homework and stuff. Nesh comes and help to, when he gets his benefits *wink wink nudge nudge* HAHA I have a love/hate relationship with tutoring at boarding. I like being around the people and feeling like family BUT I am so impatient so when I tutor, I want to kill!!!! Yeah but ain't that bad. NESH was so fucking annoying tonight. He kept saying I'm FAT!! I tried to hit him in the nuts but failed! GOD considering the things I did for him (nothing really AHAHA) But yeah.

*sing* Kiss me beneath the milky twilight....

Shit.. Getting side tracked!! Anyway.. Today was shit, literally shit! At school, they had the BGIC week thing right? Well, the year 7 to 9 kids were doing sports, I don't get how that is BGIC ok! Yes back to the shit part. I had to follow Ms Ross (new librarian/PE teacher) cause she lost her voice at Forbessia(?) , NO ONE TOLD ME SO I WORE MY NICE SHOES TO SCHOOL AND I HAD TO WALK IN THE MUDDY FIELD!!! My socks felt soggy *bleugh* But after that, I got to stay in the library. Not long tho. :( Walked around and stuff. Damn tiring. Tomorrow I have to like drive the student counsel people to Pusat Bahagia ok!! LIKE FTW I'm the driver now? Dangit. I have to put up photos onto boards and such. See, what my life has become? HAHA. Nesh doesn't come early to school cause he thinks that all these things that I do, INSULTS our intelligence!! But I mean we all have to start somewhere right?

*sing* Kiss me thru the phone....

GAHHH side tracking! Oh I saw Jennifer on Sunday at Lucky. Dim Sum was gooood. I am going to miss cheap and chinesey dim sum. I need to hang out with so many people before I leave. But between ISB in the morning and tutoring at night, makes it really hard.

Marcus is leaving this Sunday to Melbourne yos! And I shall be seeing him on 24th December. Quite nervous to see his family. CAUSE they're white!!! I am so not being racist. They might have different view of things >.<>

OHHHH yesterday I finally met Hamish! He was cool ^^ We grab some stuff to eat and we played COD, then George, Lee, Dan and Raymond came to play too. They were kinda pissed that we won't play the normal one BUT I like Modern Warfare better. I want to try Modern Warfare 2. The freaking knife throw was so fucking awesome! Wonder if I can actually use it tho. Oh Vell.

Went to JIS to have dinner with Marcus and we watched a bit of Mall Cop while waiting for Sharif to come. MALL COP is the SHIT! We ate while watching, then he had to go set up so I was alone in the music room :( THEN Nesh came to pick up Mukesh, apparently he saw my car so he came in!! WE ARE GOING SHOPPING TOMORROW!!! I'm going to get an iPod, secret santa and stuff..

Chloe

The Climb

So I am aware that I have not blogged in a while so let me briefly tell you what has happened to me.

• Working as a volunteer at ISB and tutoring at night.
• Spent 10days without Marcus.
• Arranged my Uni stuff and getting ready to get my Visa done.
• Made new friends, like George, Dan, Faiz and such.
• Went out til ultra late when Marcus wasn't around.
• Sorting out my CV(now actually)
• Missing my CHMS friends loads :'(
• Hung out with random friends.
• Getting super NERVOUS about going to Melb.

so yes that might actually summarize the thing I've been doing. Sad really, so little things! But yes, been depressed at times. Things like friends, family and life make me so unsure of so many things. Like am i doing the right things? Choosing the right way? Friends-wise is really disturbing really. Some people who i care about sometimes turns out to be the people who care about me least, even so I'm still friends with them. People who I thought didn't care as much turned out to be more caring than I thought which is good. But some just take me for granted you see. I'm not trying to say that I'm the greatest friend in the world but don't just hangout with me and when others come along just toss me to the side like some trash. I don't know. I've been feeling like this for quite a while. Like literally i feel like I have no friends but I know that's not true cause i have FUCKING AWESOMEST FRIENDS EVER!! Although, Marcus tells me at times some people just use me cause i can drive, I tend to push that to the back of my mind. Needy much. But I guess sometimes I'm too naive, and I don't see it like that.

*GAD sorrry I tend to bring my depression to my blog as you can seeee from above*

Anyway, working at ISB ain't that bad. Even tho some people tell me that. HAHA. But yes, no pictures yet. My laptop for some reason won't let me. Piss me off. But yes.

TO ALL MY FRIENDS: I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH! I REALLY TRULY DEEPLY DO!!

I'm really excited/nervous/scared I'll be leaving in less than 2 months. It scared me really. But I shall be living with Marcus's family for like a week before moving into Hawthorn House. Relief really. At least I can get used to Melbourne for a bit before moving in. Hopefully I shall be meeting Hamish, his Gf and David. They're going to be close to where I live so convenience!!

OK I know you're sick of me talking crap and random shit. I shall find some shit that's more interesting to talk about. Also, will try to blog more often now.

Chloe