this feeling

this feeling i feel.. what is it? actually i know..but why do i feel like this?
i want to stop being like this..
so i can stop being a bother...
pretty F-ed up sheat this is....hmm...
but yeah...







>.<

omfg

omg tomorrow is the dayyyy....and haha...yesterday was his birthday..sorry i didnt blog about it...i was busy preparing 'you know what' hehe...and yes it IS DONE AND THE OTHER THING IS DONE..i'll blog more when i give it to Marcus..hehe.....

happpy belated birthday MARCUS!!!

Chloee^^

i will be..

♫ i will be - Avril Lavigne

i miss you..so much..no shit.. this is turning into a serious thing...its not even remotely funny at all...its getting harder and harder even though you'll be back in a week..but still...not coooooooool....trying to drown myself with things to do but i dont know..hmm...






Chloee^^

merry christmas~

i have changed my hair style for the first time in 3 years?2 years?cant really remember..hmmm quite... yes... i bet you all are curious arent y'all? haha..oh well..if you're lucky you'll get to see it then i suppose..for some lucky ones they have already seen it..hehe...

~Merry Christmas~

all i want for Christmas is you..

i miss you..Marcus
Chloee =[

3 months~

yes it has been 3 months..it feels longer though...even thought we argue sometimes and things get rough-ish.. i still love spending time with you..your jokes that are really lame but make me laugh..^^ when i see you, makes me want to hug you...your zoning out face which i usually mistake for being your upset face..hehe...when we just drive around deciding where to go..when you're sick..cause i can take care of you..goodness and i miss you a lot because..well yes..not spending christmas with you makes me really sad....

well please do not kill me when you see some pictures below...^^ ok Marcus?

ICC for our TOK..we were the earliest so i took this..hehe...didnt know that did you..haha...

yes...you are adorable...^^ i mean it..no butts.. [hehe]
the first time we went to the beach together..

during PSE, as you can see elaine in the background-.-

the first picture we took together..hehe..

Chris K. took this with Qidah's phone..hehe..

got this from Chris's phone..yes i am a stalker..hehe...

so yes..happy 3rd month...i love you...and i really miss you...i shall be giving you your present when you get back..^^

Chloee^^

waiting~

yes i am waiting for my darling to come online..hehe...

well today was a fine day...bought a pair of jeans, a dress and knee length pants...ahah...good lord..my mum chose the dress..expensive like sheeat...haahah...but yes since she's willing to buy it..so be it..haha...kinda happy that i bought so much clothes in 2 days..haha..might be going down to Miri to do more shopping tho..yes...maybe...

Had lunch with Angel for a little while then off to Qlap mall for some shopping..joined up with my Mum and Bro..saw AMELIA..god..haven seen that one in a long time..haha but it was a quick hi bye thing..but tomorrow we shall be spending time together..rawr~ ahah.. yes then went to Gadong for some Snow..which was awesome..haha...we met up with Mr.ChooJhyHaouu..haven seen him in a while..haha..and talked at FunBreadCafe..was pretty awesome too..planning to spend ... .... ... there..haha...just a thought..hhehehehehehehehehehhe....goodness...im going crazy..have not touched you in like 2 weeks...whenever i go somewhere, something reminds me of you...

anyway..yes i have actually thought about my art works but i dont know what to draw its so confusing..god i am so uncreative.hmm but yes..maing a plan on how to study soon..hopefully..hehe...


Chloee^^
just 9 more days..hurrrry come backk...i know you miss me..hehe...

i'm still missing you..

♫ Firestarter - Prodigy
quite addictive..or maybe i miss you too much hence the song..haha..everything reminds me of you..

yes recently i haven been bloggin cause there is nothing to blog about..been doing same things over and over again..hanging out with friends, going out...goodness... but yes....today i spend the day with my family really..went to breakfast with relatives from Miri...think the kolomee i had was bad...upset tummy...hmm [Marcus and Chris K....dont say anything...its not from the same restaurant..haha ] haha...then shopping cause i saw this really nice purple kinda long shirt...and my mum saw it too..ahha...then sooo went and bought it...then my mum suggested another shirt that i will not give further detail about-.-

haha... so yes...though i didnt finish my shopping..haha..excuse me..i have not shopped in 6 months..no joke...lack of clothes ok..haha..so my mum is gonna bring me to Qlap for some more shopping.... thank god..

was hoping for more studying and shit next week...parents are pestering me about studying and well i have to really study for mocks...buttttttt i cant be bothered nowwwww...hmmmmm god...wish they had a pill that make us work like dogs....haha....i wish...haha...

oh yea i dota-ed just now..haha...not bad le...pwn-ed that m***erf**ker like shit..haha...ok it was vs the computer but still im a girl..ahha...and so what if i use Razor-.-hahaha...i have kinda mastered using it..haha...its easier..

.i am quite hyper now...paranoia is making me jumpy...i hate it when i think about these stuff....i am quite happy tho...hehe....been seeing Marcus recently thru webcams...but cant see his face clearly...theres a time difference of 3 hours..which is not cooooool....well theres 10 more days to go...hmmm...

shall be meeting up with people tomorrow but will have to study a bit-.-

Chloee^^
i miss you...wonder if you miss me..hmmm i wonder..